Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Christmas Blessing

Christmas Blessing

I did not expect to have such a barren Advent this year; there was absolutely nothing ascetically to indicate that Advent or Christmas was here. The weather was warm, the city looked the same with all its commercial signs competing for attention, and even the church looked the same. I felt empty. But then, I did not expect this emptiness was God's gift for a rich and moving Christmas.

A children’s choir from the Hong Kong Anglican Church came to sing at our Christmas day English service. The entire group, children and adults, consisted of 112 people. I was a little leery of how that would affect the service. And since Christmas day is not a holiday, I also was not sure how many of our regular members would attend the service. I had this dreaded felling that I might be doing a service solely for these visitors.

On Christmas day; the choir group arrived early to give themselves time to get acquainted with the setting. As 9:30 a.m. approached, one by one I saw a number of our members arrived for the service; they had intentionally taken time off or the day off for this important day, and their action was good news to me. By 9:30 a.m., the church was packed.

9:30 a.m. and the service began. Everyone stood up for the processional hymn O Come All Ye Faithful, and everybody sang. I could hear different voices, yet it was also one harmonious voice. There was not one voice that was overpowering; the choir was not overpowering; it was one harmonious voice mixed with the congregation's. As I looked at this diverse group of people in the church, I felt like we were really going to Bethlehem to see the Messiah. We could all be from different parts of the world, but at this time, we were all on the same pilgrimage. I was so moved by that sense of togetherness and oneness in singing and worship that I felt a shiver all through my body. On this Christmas Day, I experienced what the birth of Jesus was supposed to do for God's people.

I couldn’t help but thank God for the grace of being in the wilderness during Advent, and the grace of such a rich experience on Christmas day. Without the barrenness of Advent, I probably would not have appreciated or noticed the significance of Christmas. I never could have guessed that what appeared to be barren and empty was part of a rich and moving Christmas experience; I did not even pray for this; I can only say that God knows better what I need, and this Christmas morning was absolutely amazing grace.

Unexpected Guests

Friday afternoon, December 21, 2007, I was working on my sermon in the office when I got a phone call from one of the church social workers saying there was a problem on the 1st floor and if I could go down to help. So I put my sermon writing aside and went downstairs to see what the problem was.

A couple, friends of the social worker, found 2 kittens on the roof of their noodle shop. The 2 kittens had been meowing all day; and according to the couple the cat mother did not come to feed the kittens. The couple took the kittens down from the roof, but not knowing how to take care of these 1-month old kittens, they decided to take them to their friend at the church.

The thought of me having to take in these 2 kittens did not look appealing to me even though they looked very cute. Timing was not good; I had Christmas Eve and Christmas day services to take care of; I did not have time to acclimate 2 kittens. So I called a member of the congregation who loves cats hoping she could take them in. She has 5 cats; so what’s 2 more kittens?

When the member said she has no space in her apartment for 2 more kittens, and suggested I could keep them temporarily. I did not know what to say. Interestingly the Gospel reading for the coming Sunday was about Joseph, and I felt like Joseph, not being able to say no. But were the 2 kittens to help me understand Joseph’s situation? Were these 2 kittens a Christmas blessing from God? Was God trying to expand my understanding of Emmanuel? In my heart I could not put these kittens out on the street again, but timing seemed so bad for me. On the other hand, there was no better time than the present to share God's love, however inconvenient it may seem. That's what being Christian is all about

The next day, I became these 2 kittens’ foster parent.